outing.... dissapointed....

today 12pm already go out d....
for underworld movie which i have waited for such a long time to watch it...
finally.... but it was not so nice as i thk so..... just bite here and there... @_@
number 12 cinema... it is so cold neh.... but another guy is colder than me....
then we went for lunch.... where??? haha... secret recipe again~~~ act i have no idea but then he wan me to decide then mah ok lo!!!!! he pay da bill at da end.... thx~~~
it's about 3pm++ we went to queue up for another movie... "The Wedding Game"...
omg.... so many ppl infront da counter.... pengsan... but ntg to do so just follow lo....
however.... there are only left 3 seats for da movie..... and it is separately....
so we decide not to watch it... and then i'm not going to follow wat i have done at qb cinema... so we ask for another movie.... "Inkheart"!! a nice show.... but i watch it b4 d....
i watch again... it is reali nvm to me if he reali wan to watch it... da show is still shown at cinema 2... wow... so popular meh???? @_@
at tat time i "discover"(found) sumthg.... wat i have said b4... i trust him... i dun blif wat i have seen and i dun wan guess anythg about him and her.... but it is reali heart pain.... very very very pain..... i try to behave ntg.. although i look reali down and less talk.... he knew i'm in bad mood.... but act u noe y??? i hope tat u noe y.... i'm trying to tell u tat i'm jealousing.... but i dunno how to tell u and how i noe tat gurl.... i'm sad!!!!!!!!!!!! although mayb it is a small thg and not suppose to care on... but i dunno y i will take it in heart and cant forget it..... can u help me??? and tell me u are ntg with her....
stop~~~ act i dun wan to hear tat so... coz if u tell me like tat i will gok ga sad onward.... i still rmb u told me tat sms-ing or contact-ing with "frens" is normal and ok... are u means tat to me??? sorry... i feel tat it is not ok...
anyway.... thank you for letting me noe tat u are still contact with her... by sms... ha!!! fern~~ i'm wrong izzit?? i finaly found it d... and thank you for giving me da bravery to say tat "i'm jealous!!" but how?? he has no response and action.... he tot i'm joking?? no..... i take it seriously...
okokokok..... i'm still thking about da thgs.... very confusing.... nid a rest.... stop here....
a nice dating but a sad outing at da end....

新年期间~~

wah.... 酱快就过了三天... 今天已经是初四了...

之前其实很期待新年的... 不过现在想起还真的超闷的....

今年来拜访的人数比往年少了... 当然!!! 红包的收入也跟着下滑...

我并不在意拿到的红包有多少... 不过你没有来至少也打个电话来说一声啊....

都不知道这些人怎样想的... 一没有来就整群人都跟着没来.... 无聊!!!

前几天去了老师家及婆婆家拜年... 也没什么特别的....



but then... after we went to teacher's house... we went to qb for movie..

when we reached there... its too late already... so i decided not to watch then...

but he is quite beh shiok... i noe y lah... coz we queu up for a long time then i just walk away without asking any show's time... then u sure angry lo... but then i have already check others time d.. it;s not match with our time...

i'm a little bit down.... haiz... finally it's ok lah... he say sorry... and myself also wrong lah.. sorry yea.... XD after tat we went to e-gate for 'supper' i thk so... first time went there leh... it's ntg... just a good palce for gathering... very noisy... starbuck is such a good feeling place but omg... so many ppl sit over there and talk talk talk... destroy da feeling d... yew~~



b4 posting this... i went to read his blog... i just discovered tat 'her' blog is in his list... act it's ntg... but dunno y my heart got a little bit pain and unhappy... reali reali bo song... mayb i'm scare... she is pretty(many ppl say tat)... noe how to make up.... tall... arhhh... sien lah... hate to compare this kind of thg... hate to care this kind of thg.. it's not me at all if i still continue to behave like this... i dun wan!!!!!!!!! haiz.....

算了... 顺期自然吧... 不是你的就不是你的... 他要走你也留不了...

down.......

first time???
yea...
first time wat???
of course blogging lah.....
yy???
bcoz already totally depressed...
not totally...
is just temporality.....

just a simple person..
i just wan as a gurl's wan...
is tat wrong??
i thk so.....
he dunno wat i angry for... sad for... mad for... and even happy for???
but actually i also even duno....
actully it is sad when my name is disappear in his blog...
i'm not living in his blog??
or his life??
or his heart??
is he treat me as last time i treat him?? (i not agree with him tat i treat him like tat for last time)
no way!!! it is different...
tat time is just a start.... and now we have walk through amost 4 years d...
ha!! ridiculous.....

haizzz..
a new year...
2009...
and starting a new blog...
for mine...
blue star....
happy CNY to my frensss... family....